That moment when you waited so long for your rest day,
only to find out that you had nothing to do on that day….
That moment when you eagerly bought a book … ended up
reading the first ten pages then quit reading….
That moment when you finally built the courage to message
someone on FB ...the said message still
not receiving a reply (for months now)….
That moment when you appreciated an old movie and wondered
how come it received bad reviews….
That moment when you longed for a rain to pour then prayed
for it to stop once it has started a rhythm….
That moment when you sighed oh so longingly….
That moment when you missed your friends so much….
That moment when you cried by merely reading FB’s news
feeds….
That moment of staying awake and doing nothing….
That moment when you wanted to be someone else….
That moment when you wanted to be alone….
That moment when you were alone and suddenly remembered
that you have an ultimate fear of being alone….
That moment when you were at the peak of independence….
That moment when you really wanted to cry out loud but
afraid that your housemates might hear you….
That moment of being stuck….
That moment when you decided to just shut your mouth
because you’ll be telling the same story anyway….
That moment when everybody believed in yourself but you
just didn’t….
That moment of knowing that you simply could not bring
back time….
That moment of cowardice….
That moment of unexpected pristine silence….
That moment of trying to be cool….
That moment that it became so frustrating to talk to
someone then ended up talking to yourself alone….
That moment when you knew for a fact that people around
you knew so little about you….
That moment when your family believed too much in your
ability to survive ….
That moment when you felt that you missed being cared for
… and it’s been a while….
That moment when you wish someone was still alive….
That moment when questions remained unanswered….
That moment when you just don’t know what’s happening
anymore….
That moment when you really wanted to vanish but could
not for some reason….
That moment of having your neurons stopped functioning….
That moment when you thought of a yes! and yet everybody thought
of a no! (and vice versa)….
That moment when you couldn’t help but reminisce the best
times in life….
That moment of could-have-been….
That moment of clichés….
That moment of listening to Sandra (and how this song
never fails to make me feel emotional)….
That moment of having nothing but an infinite void….
That moment when you literally counted each second before
going home….
That moment of finding solace on a bus ride….
That moment when you realized that everybody has gotten
the hyphenated last names….
That moment when you found out that nobody has texted you
except your own network….
That moment when you looked at the mirror and found your
old self the same after all these years….
That moment of wanting to soar high--- literally!
That moment of feeling young….
That ODD feeling of feeling OLD….
That moment when somebody envied you then suddenly heard
yourself saying, “you have no idea how luckier you are….”
That moment of being overwhelmed by solitude….
That moment of random uncertainty….
That moment when words were just not enough….
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